Its 5:43:26 AM, and a silly girl is still awake. lOl, yeah obviously that's ME.


Nothing pretty much to do at this hour so Moi decided to BLOG-GEDD.

It's my favorite month around the corner, yeap yeap! It's ze Princess Ji's birthday. Is not really that exciting actually. Guess it won't be a fairytale night as I used to imagine, so, just let it be =). Another reason will be, am trying to ignore my age? Am getting older and older!

There's the same old moody-emo-queen mingle inside of moi, lOl, don't laugh at me as am trying to be a better one okay! But it just couldn't be Succeed. Owhh, what a sad case. It's alright, I just have to accept the so called Myself.

Just got back freshly from ze Chinese New Year trip, Penang, with my loves one. Crazy journey with 3 babes and 1 pimp =P. Theres about 300 plus of picture been taken, it's just so freaking nuts! Will gonna share the trip in here when ze MOOD is there. lOl!

Else updates? Yeap, my class started this month.
Ain't that Fun as I thought. But, at least am learning something and I can get a better offer and more opportunity as well. Why not right? Since it's just so-no-harm at all.

Night job? Long story to go, just share some funny stuff here then.
Am wondering Why Mixed-Girl dislike me. WHY?
I mean those girls that alike with me, somehow they are Chindian or what ever Eurasian,

THEY JUST DISLIKE moi.

There's a girl working together with me (I don't even know who the hell is her) shows that she's effing HATES me. Her body-language tells every single thing. It's so annoying that she tried to talk bad bout me in front of the others. She even tag along her bestie to Ignore me!

WHAT THE HECK WOMAN!

Here goes the reason, one of my regular customer, or I should say a good friend of moi (Kinda close with me, as we shared quite a lot) is her EX. *Bop...*

Is so BITCH. We're just friends that can share a lot, but she treated me as her enemy. "Girls sometimes can be so evil due to envies and selfishness" and it's so true. In other words for you girl, you're so naive. He's no longer your boy, what the hell are you envy-ing? Somehow he just treated me as a normal friend. OMG. *Slap Slap* You're too sensitive!!

Next!

This incidence recalls me another mixed-girl as well, she hates me just because I am close to her bestie Well we name her bestie as 'Ms C'. Okay, it's not my fault. I didn't snatch Ms C from you. It's just because of your jealousy and naive thoughts. Sad is, Ms C did obviously avoid and getting far from me due to part of this.

Am actually kinda heartache, but I respect Ms C. =) No point letting her to stuck in the middle.

But eventually you go and simply gossip and talk bad me in front of a love bird that am having affair with ze BF, YOU,
Yes YOU, ruin a couple's relationship. I knew it after a long period when I know the love bird been separated. You annoyed me. I felt bad to ze BF when he called me up and told me the whole incidence.

I've told myself that, I can't accept You and of course you are not worth to be a friend. Not even be a normal friend of mine.

I know am kinda action for those who doesn't knows me well, try not to judge me before knowing me. If you don't accept me, Just effing get a life of your own, and stop barking like a nuts!

WHY PEOPLE CAN BE SO STUPID? May God bless them.

Was using my boy's spare phone as my Strawberry is outta battery. Sony Ericsson, you know, when you text someone, and send it, there's a list of the previous numbers to choose. There's a very familiar phone number I saw (I did not intent to memorize, which I really don't, but ze number is just too easy to recognize).

Curiosity, you can't blame me.

I browse thru his phonebook. And BINGO, Her name is disappear. There's few possibilities.

First - He's trying to be Smart-ass, whereby I wouldn't know who is the owner of ze number and so he can text or call anytime he wants and not afraid that the bitch (me) will notice it. (It's so stupid, but it's better than my Ex did, which my Ex eventually just change the name of ze girl in short form.)

Second - As what he said, He don't want to keep his PAST TENSE. (Okay, acceptable maybe? But why is the phone number appears? If you wouldn't wanna keep the PAST TENSE with you, there will be no such number appearing anymore in your life, agree? Just like I still kept my EX phone number and of course in his real name as well, AND sometimes I'm actually forgot he's still existing if I didnt really browse thru my phonebook. lOl.)

Hmm, I didnt asked for any explanations until I used his current phone Blackberry Bold to called up my agent, and I saw ze 'Familiar' phone number exist AGAIN.
While we're chatting and bugging nonsense at night, in a sudden, I came out a question for him.

'B, Why you deleted her phone number?'

He told me the first reason stated above. Which is the past tense thingy, and I 'ZA' him back with ze second reason. And he said 'You girls, delete Kena, not delete Kena again, what larrrhhh'. lOl, you can't blame, girls is the most complicated creature, they think beyond than guys did.

And he came out with a lot things that he actually intent not to let moi knows about it.

Which is : the girl will still call him.
The girl is actually giving him signal to court her back as she's back to single.
The girl called and requested to throw a visit during chinese new year, and he rejected with the reason because am with him.

Okay Girl,
you're not blind or deaf. You should know that he's attached, but why are you doing all this nonsense? Maybe you're no longer young, and you need a stable guy, to settle down, yeap, he drove big car now and earn more than before BUT you're the one who give up the relationship, you're the one who choose to fish for rich guy and you barely tried your best to get untag from him, and now you are back for him after trying different relationships.

IT'S JUST SO UNFAIR TO HIM.

I can't comment much, cause I knew it from one side, maybe it's not real? who knows? Cause 'Guys is always the best actor in the world'. Am not really care, just that I felt terrified with ze Girls nowadays, it disgust me.

Girls are so evil when they intent to reach something, they will use all sort of method in order to succeed. Thou am a girl, but still I would like to said

FARKIUUUU girls.