Yeo Yeo! Am back to this bored blogspot, teeheee! Am kinda busy recently, busy working at night, busy meeting up with the freelance boss, busy doing billion and trillions of changes of the current webpage, it's so Sucka!..


Well, perhaps it's just similar with my previous life, as working 24/7 and no personal spare time to meet up with my babes and heroes for some GAGA craziee muggle stuffiez. Hmmm, but then when I do have the time yet am still prefer to stick my effing old butts at home. Yeah, no doubt am getting old already. I love being alone laying on my spongy bed, hugging my smelly pillows and feel the tenderness of being covered by my big comforter, mmmmm it's just so so SOooo Comfortable~ lOl!

Am kinda frust in sense of relationship thingy, yeah, we have been in a lovey-dovey period for quite some time, but recently I guess its all faded away again. lOl. Maybe is my problem as I don't know how to be a girl friend or shall I said, am being fed up of struggling in any relationship. I love being care, but not being tease. Ergh, let it be, That's my conclusion. Guess only I myself know what I really want, and I should spend more time and effort in my career than tying up a relationship which doesn't belongs to me (supposedly). Doesn't mean I don't care or love anymore, but just sometimes things happened, it's kinda hard to rewind it back. There'll only a sharp torn in the heart and couldn't be wipe nor pull it out. What I can do is let go rather than waiting for an unseen-able last episode. Thus, there's no such word as everlasting love okay. Love me or hate me, I don't farking care anymore.

Am gonna change myself rather than expecting people or environment surrounding me to be different. Will have my business this year onwards, will train myself to be a better one, to be knowledgeable, to be multitasking, and lastly, am gonna assure that people who let go me will be regret. Am being sarcastic, hell yeah, SO? Am gonna be a perfectionist! Watchout. Roarrr!

Lastly,
Happie Birthday to my dearest bro, Terry COCK!


Luv,
MoiZ