Addicted to Norah Jones's songs recently. There's a feeling of softy nerdy feel when am listening to her voice. It's just melted me with the soul of the songs. I can even feel the wind blow on my face. Xoxo.
Didnt have any plans recently as of am still staying at the same place - h e l l, owh, I mean my job. Lol, too long for the working hours, and moi didnt really enjoy much outing. Most recent outing will be tea-ing session with my peeps at mamak and we do cockz a lot, pow a lot (Cigs! Me only basically). Well, ended up at 5am for the two days tea-ing session. Nevertheless, step shit on it as well, not gonna mention it, duhz, its so boring for shitting the same topic in my blog. I made a desicion not to post saddy stuff here in order to Respect Ms Blogspot. =D Unless I really need a way to express out, and I think I can still bare the mood now.
I am basically facing a dilemma now, is about whether shall I leave my current job and move to another field or another job. But am sure that might not getting the same pay as of now. But the pay for now doesn't seems equaliant whereby I need to cover lot of tough shit in my jobscope. Colleagues encourage me to go since am still young to fight for a better lifestyle. Yeah, really huh? I seems losing a lot since am working here. No doubt, I get better pay than others, but be frank, it doesn't seen that much after deducting all the credits. Hence, am still didnt get to enjoy any leisure thou.
Reason am urge to leave is I dislike people who love to twist and turn in front of me and make my life more difficult, no motive no target here anymore. Bored thou, facing computer like nobody business and for nothing as well. IS NOTHING. I dislike this kind of lifestyle. Staying blur all the time. Shiatz!
A year plus living in this kind of blur style really get myself fed up. There goes question keep on coming out such as 'Why larh? am born to be Human?' ' Why larh I need to come to this field?' 'WHY LARH?!!'
END. Gimme some time to digest.
p/s: I need someone that can guide me ='(
Friday, October 2, 2009
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