Abandoned U quite a time bloggie. So Sorrie. Was being moody recently, no reason. Had a big fight and ended broke off, but now 雨过天晴. Don't know why I'm getting impatient facing him, there goes, INSECURE appears AGAIN.

I admit that I'm a person that lack of Self-confidence, very deeply and serious case. That's why relationship thingy always gives me tough shits. I am always stuck being demotivated, moody and you guys will soon see a vampire and that's me.

A coincidence by clicking into a girl's blog, and knew more of him, her condition is exactly the same with me. And so I started SOTONG = 犹豫 again. It's totally different from what he told me. Bit of scare of being fool again. I know 善意的谎言 is not a bad thing, But I do hope that your feelings towards me is not a lie. Maybe my past relationship is all about EX and it does leave a deep scab in me. Therefore, I am always lack of self-confidence. Started to hate myself for being so 'NO-ME' Dammit. *Slap-self*

*You are my boyfriend and i'm your girlfriend. There's no such thing of match or not match. There's only you love or you don't love. And I ♥ you. * ~

When I decided to post this, and now why Still I can't put my foot down? What is the problem man! For me, relationship seems no longer about lovey dovey thingy yet is related to responsibility and commitment. Shall I go on track or shall I quit? No doubt am happy to be with you. Just like you are the magnet that am sticking on you which it's kinda hard to pull off. But the tiredness is from the bottom of moi's heart. What I want is your HEART, YOUR SOUL, not sweet mouth, not promises. Just like having a man without his heart and soul equals to zero. lOl. What am i talking?

I guess some of you must be wondering why my blog will only talk bout my relationshio thingy, maybe that's what I care the most? Cheer UP!! Don't bring your sour face out later with him, If not will get Royale Fark again. Ahahaha..

Decided to step in Amway line, if not mistaken babe Zoe doing the same decision as mine, so, again We stick back together with Beee Kerrie! Just feel that maybe should step in another pathway. As my life is kinda DULL. Am lazy to go clubs, lazy to hang out, lazy to meet up with human being. Lazy-Wannabe. Sometimes Moi will think, why God gave human being FEELINGS? Maybe we live happier without hard feelings? Isn't be betta? Arghh.. Nonsense!!
Chiowz..