Been blur for few days, her heart and her soul is not with moi. The tatts fark up (cos of the sambal she guess) end up suffering the pain and illness for this two days, moreover moi is having her menstrual pain as well, it was like - - -
END OF THE WORLD. My Gosh!
HE changed, she guess? Imagine it, He keep text-ing her more than she can imagine per day, the way He speak through the phone turns softer. IZIT HIM she thinks. Might be blur still, that is why she treat Him kinda COLD. Sowie. He knows to worried while she's ill, no longer nagging and scolding yet He offer himself to take care of Her.
He offer himself to send her to the doctor.
He offer himself to send her to meet the landlord.
He offer himself to help her move to the new place.
He offer himself to buy her food.
He asked to stays with him and to take care of her.
He ensure that she sleeps at night.
He ensure that she take her meals.
He ensure that she is safe to reach home.
He will miss her at night.
He brought her the medicine.
He will ask not to leave him.
He will send her to bed and wait till she falls asleep before he leaves.
But she's rejecting.
Will all these fade away in a few days time later? that is why till now she just simply put a smile on face. Pray hardly it will really last longer until she wakes. Apparently she is stressed out. And treating everyone with bucket of ice cubes, including the dearest naiZ of her.
She dare not disturb naiZ.
She dare not trouble naiZ.
She dare not let naiZ knows what is going on (she doesn't know indeed)
She do not want naiZ to worried.
She afraid naiZ will fed up.
She afraid naiZ will give up.
But She still don't have the energy to make it better.
She been tiring to look for anyone else.
She just wanna be with herself.
She just wanna rest as much as she could.
She just wanna be alone.
She is trying hard to search back Her Heart . Her Soul.
She's trying her very best. Time can prove everything.
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