Really don't know whut's in your mind. Yes, you prefer to keep to yourself rather than show it out, but whut I felt is that its totally differ from previous. Maybe it's because of your workloads, I cannot blame you, totally understand. But just the weird feeling in me, makes me feel so insecure. The time when I saw you, am excited and will just glance a smile on my face, but when the time you sat down beside me or in front of me, the fear is there. I dare not even talk, it is so different with the previous relationship.

'Isit just a 'very normal friend' will be betta?' Something pops out in my mind. AGAIN.
'Why does it so different from the past?'

Yes, you do care me but is for what you're thinking. He does told me that you were like this, and this is you. I cannot do anything. Thank you for saying that you will change, but it seems you don't understand. You know what, guess it is my problem that I don't have the basic secure in me. There's too much of bad influence by him and her last time, and its stuck in me. Gosh! Why am I a pieces???? I hate the feeling of 'thinking stuff that is unnessery and it's not actually exist'

Its just the beginning, when will it be the end? If these continuos to be this way?..

Duhz, dare not even think of it.
Am tired and sleepy now.
Looking forward to meet up with my babes' later, babe Zoe is back to town!
=( Still haven't hear from you

Chiowz!