Peace, appeared..
Was hiding inside my room for the whole night long yesterday. Thinking what is the problems now. Am lost again. Lol. You guys must be thinking what the crap la, everyday lost lost lost and lost.
I have no idea indeed, maybe I'm naive? or I just started to step out from my comfort zone as what Dougie used to said? That's why I take things serious and yet kinda hard for me to give and take. Just being confused that why it is so hard for me to put things down? Nah, it only applies to those who I really cares for.
But, I guess i know what to do. Maybe I should not take things too hard, or as what he always said to me. ' You will always be the one who take but never give '. =P I'm still a child what. I heart you so I need to learn to take what ever crap you give. =P
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Am i not being good enough?
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Or am always a failure..
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Stop tearing me..
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All I need is just a comfort zone...
Miss me? Lolz, I knew my peeps will gonna said I'm MIA (missing in action) for a long while.
Opz, so so so sorry! Been busy busy busy, thou sometimes I'm free but lazy to update my blog =P
I miss all of you! Been busy with events, with M&M (mah colleagues), and...... But do miss my Kepong kaki damn muchie! Especially Honey, Beee, Mr Pondering..
Duhz, lotsa stuff been happening recently, Happy, Sad, Tears, Bleed. Lots! But lazy to type pula.
Merry Christmas everyone! (though its late). Did you guys leave the turkey alone? =P
Christmas only marh, what so special? Christmas is like a curse for me, every year before christmas for sure there is a war at home. Sama je for this year. My mom was angry to me because of a person, Its been a while she didnt shout at me, but this time she shout at me and SHE HANG MY CALL! Ugrh!!!!
Mom, I miss you. Though I felt that its kinda hard for me to accept the reason being scold, ala, never mind larh, I shouldn't be pissed off when you shout at me, cause I'm wrong as well. Mm, maybe I should learn how to control my EQ =P Sorry Mom.
But I got an unforgettable Christmas. Lolz, interested? Please call 012-63-----. Sweat =.=lll
I spend my eve with the *^%$ doctor for 2 hours plus..
Lagipun, I have to say NO to alcohol for a period, sobz...
That's why larh...
I have a pure Christmas this year. NO alcohol, NO clubbing, NO smoking.
Sorry M&M's, couldn't join u gals for this white Christmas.
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Avion, thank you for giving me an unexpected celebration, warmth Christmas, Lotsa love.
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Am apologizing for what I did,
What I did was very childish,
I acted in a way of being moody, unreasonable, ridiculous;
Sometimes I wish I could change the way things have happened,
The scar on you will be with me.
I'm so sorry for what I did, the tears we have been through, which
I never meant to hurt you.
